I think I want you more than want
And no I need you more than need
I want to hold you more than hold
When you stood in front of me
Each day he looks at me the same way. Wheather I have jeans and no makeup on or if I have a dress it doesn’t matter. His eyes are always wide and looking deep into mine as if he is searching for something in my soul. When he looks at me a million thoughts run through my mind.
I often think about dancing in his garage with no music. Being held so close and spun around. His lips kissing my hand after our feet stopped moving. I think about all of the times he whispered “I love you” into my ears knowing I wouldn’t have said that I love him too. I think about all of the unexpected hugs and all the times he picked me up with excitement.
I wish that each time I saw him I could run into his arms and stay there for hours. Time seems to stand still in the moments that I spend wrapped up in him and I wish it would.
It’s been too long since I’ve felt like I could tell anyone as much as I tell him. But I vent to him and he keeps a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on. And believe me, I’ve needed it a lot lately. It’s so nice to know that no matter how crazy my life gets he wants to be there each step of the way.
He would give anything to keep me happy 24/7. And he knows that I would do the same for him. Unfortunately, I don’t have much to give so all I give him is the bits of time that I have.
We are thinking about working together soon. And I am so excited. He is so good with technology and so he can make labels and tags for my products. I’m super excited to share this experience with him.
I hope he knows how happy he makes me. I hope he sees it in my eyes just like I see it in his.